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tweet [22 Mar 2010|08:42pm]

i will not update this journal as frequent as i used to. follow me@ twitter.com/ismun.

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I beg to differ [13 Feb 2010|12:16am]
well , a lot of things happened recently. 2010 started kinda bad. My father was hospitalised 3 weeks ago. He was warded at ICU. He suffered a kidney and lung failure which enables him to breath normally. His heart was weak. A lot of fluid inside his body that makes his lungs expands. His stomach was bloated and foot all swelled up. At the period of time when he was taken by the ambulance to hospital , my mind was halucinated with a lot of things. To be frank , I was just afraid of losing him. He was discharged from the hospital last week. He is unable to walk normally and uses clutches to aid him to walk.He says his legs is too weak and hopefully it will gradually recover.His kidney is only 30% functioning. I just hope that it will not go to he extend that he needs to go for dialysis.Everything seems ok now but he had to careful in what he eats and drinks . What I learn from this experience is never take take anyone for granted. Especially those who are close to us.Learn how to appreciate.Even if we do not often see or visit our parents in a day or so , at least have the decency to ask how they are doing. Thats not that difficult to ask isnt it.

Work getting piled up , alot of outstanding issues to be cleared. A lot of things to think about. Phsyically drained out , mentally exhausted. A super long weekend tommorow. Getting out from the country for a while to get my much deserved rest.

till then
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altered [08 Jan 2010|12:03pm]
ok updates. Its the beginning of the year feeling again. Reflections. Nothing new. Same old. Try to change my life but I didnt. Try to achieve this and that still I nothing. Just follow my motives. Follow my instinct. What I think is right , I'll do. No second thoughts. No judgments. Nothing. Getting tired of all this. Everyday is never ending cycle. In the end , what do we gain. This life process is tiring. Sometimes I just cant bother. Just move with the flow. Any obstacle , I'll succumb. This year gonna be interesting. Just wait and bleed. Life changing adjustments.Life changing alterations. Time to take 15 steps up and be quiet and drive.



till we meet again.
Adios bageros.
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oblivion [23 Dec 2009|10:13pm]
2009 is not a good year for me. Really do. Never expect whats coming ahead in 2010 hopefully it will get better. Im coming to 29 nxt year and Im still where I am. Maybe I need a to experience a life changing moment so that I will actually buck up from my comfortable zone.
Maybe I need to take risk. Maybe I just do that. 2009 You fail me. 2010 I dare you to fail me.
till nxt time.
till then.




p.s I love my iPhone.
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[23 Nov 2009|09:54pm]
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olallihs [19 Nov 2009|10:54pm]
[ mood | discontent ]

it is you that matter. Despite everything.Hopes and dreams.Love,Lust ,appreciation.
believing.faith.fate. what matters most is you.because you are my on exception.

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l [04 Nov 2009|03:58pm]
what matters most not to fall apart and break.i've gone through this phase .whats important is to keep on fighting. Some people come into our lives and quickly go.Some people make the sky more beautiful to gaze upon.
They stay in our lives for awhile, leave footprints on our hearts, and we are never ever the same. The best and most beautiful things in this world cannot be seen or even heard, but must be felt with the heart. Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength. We can only learn to love by loving. Sorry for everything. I make it up to you. I promise.
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lifeless [27 Oct 2009|06:25pm]
the fulfillment of our dreams can sometimes turn into nightmares. This reminds us not only of the uncertainty of life, but also of the need to align our desires with God's will.the fulfillment of our own compulsive dreams may turn to dust and ashes.
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[19 Oct 2009|07:42pm]
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this is it. [07 Sep 2009|11:42am]
its been a while i have not update this journal. Maybe I was spending too much time on facebook nowadays. Had this back and forth thoughts about deleting this journal but when I read back my pass entries , I decided not.
A lot of memories wrote and pics.
There nothing much goin on with this shitty life. Preety much the same.
Life is not beautiful as I thought. Still need to keep faith in it though.
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twentyeight [30 Jun 2009|09:33am]
Celebrated my 28th Birthday last friday. Im always gloomy or moody when it comes to my birthday. This time around , I felt quite ok with whole thing.
Age is just numbers. And I received the best present in the whole wide world from my gf. I love it to the very core. You're the best ever.
Had a post birthday 'Gay pride night' with the guys at The Arena at clarke quay. I felt too old to go clubbing haha. Thanks dear for everything. Looking foward for my 29th with you, insyallah.

Till then
Have a great week ahead.
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fringe [18 Jun 2009|10:01am]
Finally , letter received and better than expected but bad news . One word "freeze". Still 20th is coming.
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louvers [17 Jun 2009|09:30am]
[ mood | anxious ]

finally something to look foward for..
20th is judgement day..

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sleep well tonight [12 Jun 2009|09:45am]
[ mood | hot ]

I have not get a decent sleep for quite some time. The humidity is really killing me. I will find myself sweating at night . Need to get my air con fixed. It is as if I was running 2.4km when I'm sleeping. When I finally managed to doze off , my alarm starts ringing . Hot Hot heat.

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grant [02 Jun 2009|10:10am]
[ mood | hot ]

the humidity is killing me..
I may be 'cold' hearted but the heat is spoiling my mood.

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arieal [27 May 2009|12:21pm]
[ mood | loved ]

even if the sun won't shine . . the thought of you will never fade away..

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driven [26 May 2009|12:32am]
what drives me to go on is the thought of you
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turbular [19 May 2009|11:14am]
[ mood | restless ]

I got no motivation , where is my motivation??

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mistaken [12 May 2009|10:07pm]
I made mistakes as part of my learning. I HAD to make those mistakes to see where I can move to next. There is no way I could NOT have made them. Those mistakes are the foundation of new power just as soon as I forgive and release them.
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whr? [07 May 2009|12:09am]
intamicy?love?
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